In an earlier post, I wrote about how traveling is
important to me as a way to learn about myself and from where I come. As de
Botton writes in The Art of Travel,
“It is not necessarily at home that we best encounter our true selves. The
furniture insists that we cannot change because it does not; the domestic
setting keeps us tethered to the person we are in ordinary life, who may not be
who we essentially are.” As a place for self-exploration, I found that Venice
was incredibly powerful. De Botton also mentions the difficulty of escaping
what a traveler leaves behind to truly enjoy the moment and the current
location. Something about Venice enables this separation from the rest of the
world in a way that I have never experienced, allowing travelers to separate
themselves from their past, allowing them to become whoever they are in that
moment.
Venice
plays with time and space in an unusual way. In Venice, there is a sense that
all that exists is the city with its winding streets and elaborate churches and
calm canals. But it also feels as if different time periods are combined into
one. As I mentioned in an earlier reflection, Venice is like a functional
museum in which people live, a place that allows one to travel through time as
well as space. The rejection of modernity has allowed Venice to become a place
that connects people to the past unlike any other. The ancient splendor of
Venice casts a shadow on the rest of the world, and I found that I rarely
worried about my responsibilities at home or about the work waiting for me at
Purdue. To a degree that I have never experienced, I immersed myself in the
city and forgot about the rest of the world.
I found
certain places in Venice to be most conducive to separation from the outside
world. These places were typically ones in which the fewest tourists were
located. The Piazza San Marco, for example, was glorious at night. I felt very
much rooted in Venice when I would pass through the piazza after sundown. In
the day, however, the hoards of people, nearly all of them tourists, made it
nearly impossible to forget the outside world.
Despite the beauty of the Basilica San Marco and the incredible history
of the Doge’s Palace, I felt less connected to Venice when I was in the Piazza
San Marco during the day than if I was in some lesser known location. I find
that the intimacy of enjoying a new experience in a foreign place is diluted
when shared with too many visitors.
Two experiences come to mind when I
most felt the magic of isolation in Venice. The first was on the island
Guidecca at midmorning. Everyone was Italian. Middle aged and elderly women
were pulling small carts to stop at one of the many fruit stands or butcher
shops, and friends were enjoying a drink at one of the various Osterias. The
waterfront street was busy, despite the lack of tourists. And among the
residential buildings, there was the Redentore, Palladio’s masterpiece. Walking
along the water, rough with waves that did not exist in the canals, surrounded
by the sounds of Italian, I felt as if I had discovered some secret of Venice.
The second experience was the
morning of my last day in Venice. On a walk from Fondamente Nove to the Piazza
San Marco to meet friends, I stopped at a pastry shop outside of the Ospedale.
I ordered a macchiato and a brioche, and I stood at the counter enjoying my
morning snack. The employees of the shop were being playful, flicking water at
each other and joking in Italian, occasionally making a comment to me in
accented English about how crazy they were. Most of my interactions with
Venetians involved their reserved, even if friendly, demeanor towards
strangers. In that moment in the pastry shop, standing and sipping on my
delicious espresso while the Italians laughed loudly, I felt that I was having
a rare experience, and I felt utterly in Venice as a part of a secret moment.
The beauty of Venice, of being
completely immersed in a novel environment and surrounded by unknown people, is
that a person can reevaluate himself or herself. Able to step away from routine
and shed old mindsets and worries, it is interesting to see what aspect of a
person linger and what aspects are new or altered. In a place unaffected by
expectations, habit, or reminders of typical daily life, one can find a very
organic form of the self. In a place rich with history, a person can learn from
the stories with which he or she identifies. In a place rich with art, a person
might find a connection to some abstract concept such as spirituality, purpose,
or passion.